Predicaments Of A JPIAN

Journey, oblivious and exhausting, well, it had just begun

I’m beginning to get tired pretending not to run

Thy knees had already weaken but had not yet lost with this struggle

No boundaries shall hold the fury I felt while I was in battle

“Portray the future,

Behold no kingdom,

For it lays endless…

…consuming, and without no freedom”

I had never been used to being so careless, so free…

Through the holes and the wires,

Pulling me down, it’s taking its toll on me

Drowning me,

my soul,

and my whole identity

A path only me, myself, and I should decide

Not to prioritize the things I should put aside

Forbid thyself a little bit of this, a little bit of that

This strategy I trust, will take me to places

Those I dreamt before this battle

Those I smiled with before I struggled.

Nostalgia.